i discovered memorizing origin of words resembles memorizing choreography today. forgetting is a real void and emptiness in head and i can do nothing for that great blank but return to the beginning.
dry air and squared cut stones calling me. Jew Jap whatever. keep motivate and activate my threshold area which inherited from ancestor. even though a low ability,  i trust that area of vagueness automatically brings me really good things. i'm kinda religious man today.